I'm gonna be away from the computer for awhile.
There's just so much to take care of.
&lastly, i'm so fallling in love with you. ^^ ok. bye.

So much has been going on.
To much to handle, To much to control.
It worries me that such a thing has happen to you.
Someone please tell me everything's gonna be alryte.
Better yet, Spmeone please update me on what's is going on &why .
Bring me good news saying he's okay. please.
Help me out here, i'm struggling.

I'm feeling so restless right now, wondering what the hell you're doing there.
Its to late for me to pretand not to have feelings for you, cause it has grown deeper.
I tried to fight it, but i can't. Fuck this feeling.
I know i'm being so over reacting.
But i can't help it that i'm very worried about you.
Fuck it man, why are you stuck in my mind.
Why must i fall for you.
I wanna get over this, quickly.
I'm done being hurt.
I don't wanna cry no more.

A Bday Wish from me to zye, Click here.
I'm such a sweetheart, am i not ^^

Saaaaaaaaaap,

Just got back from dinner with parents. geez, its been long since we went out together kan. i mean, just the three of us. Even though we went out just for late dinner, but i still felt like it's fun &i loved it. Wish it could have been a lil longer, but there's always a next tym(: i really hope we could do this often. We shared two spring chicken. so delicious ^^ what can i say, it was CHICKEN sia. da conferm la sedap. haha, ok mapek -.-

So anyway, i won't be that active in tagged or facebook for now. Just so you know, i'm busy out with my friends. So, the moment when i reach home, i'll be tired. &the least that i can do is update my blog. In other words, i'm simply L A Z Y. With school &friends , where got time for computer ? haha. unless if i'm bored la. Computer stakat bahan mendak jer la skrang. haha, no more interest in networking. I'll rather waste my precious time in the real world rather then the cyber world. Tym lambat ah nak buat name pat internet. Face it. Live your Reality.

Don't get me wrong here. better yet, jgn plak terase. I'm only saying this to myself. haha. Moving on, i woke up late earlier today due to yesterday's night spring cleaning -.- Fie had already plan to go out today to treat adeq for his belated bday &we agreed to meet at 565 at one. But thanks to mom, i was late -.- adeq msg me &said, " kecik mane kao? tak ikot per? jgn paitau ah siol.." haha, seday -.- Sorry sikit, kecik TAK PERNAH paitau org ehk. kecik cme lambat sikit jer pe. hahaha, siak.

So anyway, i finally get to eat mee hoon kuay chicken! after craving for it, at last dapat juagk. Tak siesie tlg ibu kemas semalam (: sedap you know, free. haha, da mapek -.- But the sad part was, i had it under a void deck. kesian ehk kecik, macam tak der rumah makan bawa blk. haha. thanks to being late, they have all had their lunch, so since i was the only one that was hungry, they made me have it under the block so that they could slack): Korang jahat. takpe, PASAL DA LAMBAT nyer pasal la kan. haha

After i finish my food, we headed to 565. There, i was made to do something that i didn't want to do. It was hard for me to have do such thing. I know i am mean at times, but i ain't so cruel. Why must they always push the hard work on me. pantat kan korang. They made me felt the guilt that i should have not felt. W O W ! But, its done & i hope you understand why i have to do so. Its a good thing that i send the msg thru nicely because i respect you. I stopped them from doing any harm to you. If i was harsh, i'm sorry. Please, try to understand my position. &please, for your own sake, change.

I still can't get you out of my mind.
Why?
anyone, Help!